There you go girl, keep moving. Never ever settle for less. Pain will just drag you down and it will take you no where. There is no guarantee in life, but trying can be change the course of your stars. All pain goes through the process, its should not stay forever. Its should never paralyze you for life. Pain cam make you wiser and stronger, that's it. Learn from it but never embrace it. Start living. have a life. Risk more and love yourself more.